Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Can you tell the real from the fakes?

*note* My answer will be on the bottom in black, so just highlight the whole blog to view the answer.


1) I experienced the feeling of being handcuffed and sitting behind bars...and this was no "free-fun day at a local jail" this was the real deal.

2) Trying to show off to my friends, I broke my arm while I attempted to do a crazy stunt by jumping from my roof to the ground, I thought I was Dare Devil.

3) I don't believe in God, or any higher power, Science proves everything!
4) Last year I sent in a video about myself so I could be on a reality show, the Real World, but to find out I was not old enough, you had to be 21 or older. 

5) I was once featured on MTV because I had a back stage pass to Beyonce's concert, and they did a brief interview with us two!! <3

6) I ran away from home for three months and left to live with someone who I thought I "loved" just to find out I was being played.

If you guessed the first answer you are correct. I have been to jail, and for what, the world will never know, well lets just say im not that glad it happend, but I did learn! :)

My girl [B]eyonce doing her thing yet again in LA, best day of my life! <3


ONE LOVE-LOVE ONE-ISLAND LOVE

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Four Letters

L-O-V-E…a simple four lettered word but complex in so many ways, having a meaning so strong, it means so much to everyone. It’s everyone’s friend & enemy. It’s something we long for, something we search for, something we take for granted…now I’m not talking about the motherly-family love, but the love that completes us, the love we search to satisfy us for the rest of our lives.
Love is something we think we know inside and out, but nobody knows. It works in mysterious ways.
Nobody can tell you what exactly love is, how it feels, what it should be like…it’s something you must figure on your own. All I know is you know you found it when you have a constant smile and butterflies that never seem to go away.
Now can I get an "amen"?!
We all have dreams; but we all have one in common, which is TO LOVE SOMEONE and BE LOVED in return.
*I will say this, I'm no love doctor, I am no professional, but when love knocks you down, get your ass back up, and keep moving foward, life is too short to be moping around...but when you really love somebody, fight for it. Like Jennifer Hudson sang, "Like gangsters we gon' strap up for this war/And i'd die for mine 'cause you're worth fightin' for"*

Lyfe Jennings
“Will I Ever”
[Verse 1:]
Does it feel like ya
You're never gonna find it
Does it feel like ya
Always one step behind it
Does it feel like ya
Out in this world alone 'cause you been lookin and prayin for love so long
Does it feel like ya
Wishing on a falling star
Does it feel like ya
Lonely and it breaks your heart
'Cause it feels like ya
Ready to let down your guard
Finding somebdy's just so hard

[Pre-Chorus:]
How do you find the one you dream about (how do u find it yeah)
If I knew I'd tell you how (swear to God swear to God)
It's kinda hard for me to figure out (and I know you're ready to settle down)
I know you're ready to settle down
If there's a God above please tell me

[Chorus:]
Tell me will I ever fall in love
Will I be alone forever
Will I ever fall in love
Or will I be alone forever

[Verse 2:]
Does it feel like ya
Moving too fast
Does it feel like ya
Want something you can't have
Does it feel like ya
Living in the past
And the thought of going home alone again makes you sad
Does it feel like ya
Feeling so bad
Does it feel like ya
Getting so mad
'Cause it feels like ya
Just want someone to call
To tell ya that you're human after all

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
To fall in love (I would do anything, anything)
To fall in love
To fall in love, love, love, love
To fall in love
To fall in love

[Chorus x2]

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Familia



FAMILY…now every time I hear that word it brings a joyful smile to my face. Hearing it brings back memories of everything I did with them. Now the word family literally means a group of people who are closely related by birth, marriage, or adoption. But of course we made our own definition, and the new upgraded definition is family is anybody related with blood or those who are especially close to you. Because we all heard or said, “That’s not really my uncle he’s just a family friend,” or something to that extent.

Family, Food, Fun!

I was born on the second of September, and on that day I joined a family of four, my parents, a brother and a sister. But my “so called” parents weren’t the best parents. I was told that they were always leaving me with their friends, I was always dirty and found on the floor crawling with animals, and basically wasn’t being treated how a baby should. When my uncle and his wife, realized that I could have a way better life, they took me in as their own. They went to court to be my legal guardians, but I personally don’t see them just as my guardians but my true PARENTS. I don’t care if they aren’t my biological parents, all that matters is, I know they love me.  
I never grew up with grandparents because they passed while I was young, and nor was family around for most of my childhood. Since my dad is in the military we were constantly on the move. So my family consisted of my parents and me, and all our very close friends we made during each move. But I never complained, because it all seemed perfect. But once moving to California I finally met blood relatives. Chamorros just like me, who spoke the language, and cooked that bomb island food. I finally had cousins to hang out with and talk about our secrets, aunties that had my back and told a small lie to my parents. I finally had a full family and couldn’t complain.
Now it’s October of 2010, and I’m 18. I’m considered a young adult, and making decisions on my own. It’s my turn to show my parents that, they raised a great, smart, independent man. They taught me everything I know now. I can’t wait till I start my own family. But till then I’m still looking for my prince charming, trying to find that special person who passes all my tests and my check list.
But no matter what I do in life or where I go, having and knowing I have a family, makes me thankful!

Cousins: Tasha, Gloria, Tyler